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Karma_tells
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May 31st, 2007
May 22nd, 2007
I GET PIZZA TONIGHTTTTT :D :D :D
I feel asleep today in my fifth hour and some girl scratched my back to wake me up, hahaha. whatever. Then corie and I both called shot gun, but I got it. I went to soccer and made michael laugh. I'm included that in this update because michael never laughs. I'm too much to handle. I brought some grape kool-aid there.
May 17th, 2007
Thank God this week went by fast.
Tomorrow is Fridayyyy whooooooo!
We're hanging out with Jesse and Lucas:D
PARTY! yeah nigguhhhzzz. and soccer
tomorrow. I hope it's a nice day.
May 9th, 2007
This weekend I'm about to party hard, regardless of it being by myself or with some homies!
Last week was the worst week of my life. It was so bad, I've decided to update on it. School lasted forever, and I was stuck at bled fest. I sent a text message to the wrong person, and I'm still not over it. I will never be over it either. whatever, that week is gone anyway.
This week has been fine. I can't wait until school is out, and SUMMERRRR IS HEREEEEE. party party partyyy! I don't even ever get to party, so I don't know what I'm thinking about. But whatever.
I'm in stage: DESPERATE right now when it comes to my next booboocuteboyfriendddd. But I'm not that desperate, just a tiny bit desperate. Oh well. My text messaging restarts today. I have a soccer game. I have bad luck. bye.
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blah - tiny vessels.
May 7th, 2007
I've come to the conclusion that I probably have the worst luck out of a lot of people. I can't wait until school is out, and the summer is here. I can't wait until I get out of highschool.
April 16th, 2007
March 31st, 2007
March 10th, 2007
I'm about to get yelled at for typing too loud, I know it.
This weekend was fun. It was longer, and I love no school.
Next weekend I wanna drink. Its a must.
This weekend was fun. It was longer, and I love no school.
Next weekend I wanna drink. Its a must.
March 3rd, 2007
hahah that crazy guy that killed his wife,
killed himself as well. What a faggot. Stephen
Grant. They found his wifes body parts in the
woods. That scares me. oh my gosh.
keep your chin up and your head held high
because nobody in this whole entire world
who brings you down is worth anything.
This weekend was gay. I don't know, weekends
always seem gay. I can't wait till summer. Or
until soccer starts and sarah and I pwn the
stupid JV girls. G-UNIT. hello coach mikeyy.
He's my booboo. I'm a creep :]
killed himself as well. What a faggot. Stephen
Grant. They found his wifes body parts in the
woods. That scares me. oh my gosh.
keep your chin up and your head held high
because nobody in this whole entire world
who brings you down is worth anything.
This weekend was gay. I don't know, weekends
always seem gay. I can't wait till summer. Or
until soccer starts and sarah and I pwn the
stupid JV girls. G-UNIT. hello coach mikeyy.
He's my booboo. I'm a creep :]
February 22nd, 2007
you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
yesterday we went to taco bell to meet some kids there. hahaha. we all had to hide in the backseat of the smiths truck so these freak boys wouldn't see us. it was the funniest thing everrrr. we told them to knock on the van next to us, and told them we were in there. but they didn't do that. it was funny.
and we're leaving todayyyy. whooooooooo! we might get to drive up in our own car. so good. we'll be partying alll the way up there. to birch run. because we're going to birch run now.
yesterday we went to taco bell to meet some kids there. hahaha. we all had to hide in the backseat of the smiths truck so these freak boys wouldn't see us. it was the funniest thing everrrr. we told them to knock on the van next to us, and told them we were in there. but they didn't do that. it was funny.
and we're leaving todayyyy. whooooooooo! we might get to drive up in our own car. so good. we'll be partying alll the way up there. to birch run. because we're going to birch run now.
February 21st, 2007
WINTER BREAKKKKKK! cool idea. I've hung out with corie sarah and nicoleyy the whole time, since sydney went to ohio. yesterday we went to the mall, and starred at people when we were stopped at red lights. and talked on the phone to a churchill boy. he's not cute though.
Monday we played future frenzy and had soccer. the other team probably thought I was high, since I couldn't stop laughing. hahaha. I got a picture of andrew miller my tall, hot, rich, boyfriend. He's actually not hot at all though. but hes twenty one, and rich. Mr smith thinks I'm a freak since I licked his face on the newspaper. hhhaha. oh well.
we're going to monroe tomorrow. and we're gonna PARTYYY! of course. Tonights church, and one tree hill<3 yum. and I'm getting starbucks. :] I don't want to go back to school next week. That's gross. My mom is painting my sisters room, and mine after. I asked if I could have my ceiling be a different color than white, and she told me that's something a gangster would do. I don't know who I live with. hahaha. I'm bored.
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cold
February 17th, 2007
Sometimes the only thing to do is cry. Sometimes you need to hear all the truth, even if it hurts. Maybe there's a reason your heart aches and your laughter shakes. You can't fully enjoy the good if you've yet to experience the bad. Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you actually feel it. And no, there's never going to be more than this; I have better things to do than sit and give it all to you. Sometimes I don't have enough of a backbone to tell it like it is, but I swear I won't let ever let you know how I feel. I won't ever let a a sentence with the slightest indication of me wanting you leave me lips, and that's something I know damn well.
yesterday I did nothing. Today it's going to be so fun. And so will next week. I am so glad we don't have school. My parents just told me I wasn't nice. And they were dead serious. GAY. Livejournal is like the new myspace. Actually myspace is like the new livejournal, but to me its like the new myspace.
February 13th, 2007
I hope to God that we have a snow day tomorrow. I'm sososo sick of school. I went to lisa's and slumbered it up this weekend with nicoleyy, after we hung out with mike and corey. KA-UTE. My dad just told me that he could sing. hahaha. he said he was in the choir at school, and I said sure you were and he said I really was. GREATTT. so anyway, we went bowling with troy booboo<3 hahaha I'm a freak. I starred at him and whispered secrets to nicole about him. I'm like a little girl. some tenth graders told sydney that. COOL. but thats not a sarcastic cool, thats a serious cool. So tomorrow when we have our snow day i'm going sledding. We were looking at pictures today of us when we were freshman. gross. and we made bob. sydney looked so funny. we posted bulletins of the pictures. We threw one in of corie and otis :] hope you don't mind corieee. so I'm bored now. bye.
February 10th, 2007
smith, michael is yelling at nicole right now. hahahaha. He said
we couldn't hang out with him. LAWL. BAD MOOD MICHAEL. Anyway, Nicoleyyy
and I are having a party. we only have an hour. my phone is going off and nicoleyy
is calling me a slut from her bathroom. SLUTIEZZ. I was bored all day today
since sydney went to ohio and corie is baby sitting and nicole had to work
and sarah went to a church thing and those are the only friends I have.
hahahaha.
February 5th, 2007
Now you're just another face in the crowd.
I need to go to a party. lol. seriously.
February 2nd, 2007
well I hope that I'm not revealing too much.
sydney and I lay in her bed and listen to that song on
repeat for like fifteen times in a row. Than she yells at me
and I go to the next song. COOL MICHELLE!
January 29th, 2007
Sara Shaw was my girlfriend for seven months and thirteen days. A lot of people thought she was shy, but she wasn't shy. She just doesn't waste her breath on idiots. Me and her always had a lot of fun. I never seen her hurt a fly. I heard she's really changed so something must have happened to her. Something. I think that guy raped her because that might really screw a girl up. Right? I basically ran the show in high school. I was a really popular guy and I would not go out with a psycho. I liked her because she didn't care what anyone thought about her and I always thought she was sexy in a tough way, not like those sluts at our school who constantly giggle and are annoying little airheads. I was the only guy she talked to. I was the only one who could make her laugh. She just always had her own way and I thought she was really mystical, and mysterious. I'm worried abour her.
I've been up here with lunberjacks and all I do is think about her and I've got a lot of good memories. All those girls that are saying she's crazy are just jealous because as soon as I started going out with her, all the twinkle girls stopped talking to her. Take a guess why. Now, everyone is saying Sara was always crazy. It's crap. She was even a virgin and didn't ever smoke weed. Her dad's a bit of a nutjob. She really loves her dad though and that's another thing. If she was some psycho, I don't think she'd be making sure to go home with her dad for dinner every night and being really patient with him when he got on her nerves. Can you tell her I'm especially sorry for that guy raping her or whatever happened to upset her so much. And I'll always love her.
The Thorn Skirt is my favorite book everrrr. I'm going to the library on wednesday, because sydney's library books are due and I'm checking that book out again. It's gross, we're going to be right in downtown plymouth and it would make so much sense to go to church, but who would want to do that? I don't know, I'm making a big deal about not going to church because I really want to stick with it. But I'm still going on sunday to the super bowl party with sydney and tommy and all those homies. Because they're coming from ohio. And nicole and I are drinking with stephen on saturday at sydney's house. Unless Nicole decides she doesn't want to. But yeahhh. Hopefully this weekend will be fun, since last weekend sucked a fat one. and than sucked another fat one.
The sheets feel smooth on my skin, and so does your body. whispered words will mean nothing tomorrow, and you'll mean nothing to me. my back arches and you tilt your head back. let me on top for control. tell me, is this your idea of a good time?
SLUT.
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tired
January 27th, 2007
sydney is moving to Ohio, so she says. That pisses me off. COOL, HAVE YOUR BOYFRIEND BE MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR BEST FRIENDS. or best friend if she doesn't think of the other girls as her "best friends" too. that pisses me off.
I had my veiws changed for a few weeks, but than the reality hit and now its weird. it's stupid too I guess, you can't make love if you aren't in love. haha whatever. slutzz. I don't know. I feel like I have a lot on my mind but I can't put it into words.
Tom yelled at me for talking in church. cooolllllll. he was right, I was rude. I'm not going to church anymore. I know I'm not. I'm just worried that I'm gonna screw up with not going. And turn wild. lol, that's what I want right now. but once I get there, I'll regret it. That's all I'm really about.
school's a joke too. I seriously can't wait for summer. I love love love love summer. and it's weird to think that in exacly two months i'll be seventeen. gross, that's old. whatever.
I need a cute boyfriend too :] of course. just because when I talked to corie today at lunch, and she said "yeah I knew that she would change it after she experienced it" I want to care about a boy a lot. lol. I want to get hurt and screwed over. just so someone can say "told you so michelle" thats what I want so bad right now. It's weird, I know. trust me, i know everything. I just want to feel really needed though. like, someone can't make it through the day without talking to me. haha. no one feels that way and I just want someone too. than I'll get drunk with them and do the dirty. and say "i love you" in a slurred way. :]
But i'm really just sick of everything. like EVERYTHING. I'm sick of school, I'm sick of realizing lame stuff about people, I'm sick of myself too. I'm sick of my sister, and I'm sick of how I am. I'm mostly just sick of myself.
but on the bright side, I lost six pounds since the last time I weighed myself.
kasjkgjkaksg WOOT WOOT.
January 24th, 2007
ew my new classes are sick. I hate school, as of now.
I can't wait for this weekend. church tonight,
hopefully that goes good. ONE TREE HILL AFTER,
HEY BOYFRIEND CHAD MICHAEL. haha, I'm exhausted.
I should be sleeping, or doing my homework. oh boy.
I want a snow day tomorrow. lawl.
to think I might not see those eyes makes it
so hard not to cry and as we say our
long goodbyes, I nearly do.